|Hooray for painting! Hooray for ceiling tiles! Hooray for Alex Pardee!|
I like painting. I should paint more.
DescendingDescendingDescending by recurring--dreams
What does she think
as she goes down the stairs -
does her heart sink?
How does she feel
from the things that we've said - ?
IndecisiveIndecisiveIndecisive by recurring--dreams
Jump in, jump out,
but don't take me down with you.
And when I'm down,
don't kick me.
I looked to you.
I was the user,
the one who causes pain, not you.
But deep inside in what you do,
it seems I'm not the one this time
who took their leave, one look, one word.
A wintered silence.
And it's all over. No more touch.
You didn't speak so much.
It's like it never was;
I didn't expect this from you,
I can't quite believe it.
Is it really you? Is it true?
I feel so cold. Unreal.
Lift me up or push me down;
just don't take me unawares.
Note To SelfNote To SelfNote To Self by recurring--dreams
I want to see you,
touch you, kiss you -
I miss you.
Love me, need me;
your love is what feeds me,
I trust you, but wonder
what spell you're under
into my arms, or desire
me; and more, you seem to require
more than I am or can be -
a mystical guy that i'm not,
who hasn't a concept of "me",
who knows that you're all that he's got;
he doesn't believe in himself;
he might have been left on the shelf;
but for you, he denies any worth
and he knows there are others on earth
who outshine him like sunlight outshines
a shadow. But this is a fake,
a dream, a vision, a wish -
I can't be that guy. So wake
from your daydream, for this,
this is the stuff of life,
reality - a stony hard truth -
a life disappointed, with strife,
and love without ever a proof.
So what do you want,
what do you need,
can you get,
None, all, a selection of these?
A substitute quick to displease,
and quickly to disappear...
But whose are these words that you hear?
I'm a lover, not a fighter.|
I like writing poetry, listening to music, and I'm your average all-around perfect guy. Mmyep.
Current Residence: University of Alabama
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large or XL plz
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Techno, Metal, Alternative
Favourite photographer: I know what I like when I see it
Favourite style of art: Anime, abstract sometimes is fun
Operating System: Caffeine
MP3 player of choice: iPod. mine.
Shell of choice: Conch
Wallpaper of choice: ...people still use wallpaper?...
Skin of choice: smooth
Favourite cartoon character: Many
Personal Quote: That just happened.